home?

america is weird.
people are fat.
servings are too generous.
cars are huge!
parking lots are everywhere.
people are friendly. i don't need to be asked if i need any help while i'm buying a drink at the gas station. seriously, get a life.

i don't like the idea of being high/watching tv all day like i used to.
i don't like that i have to drive to oxford. we need trains. america would like them. i know it. its easier. and you can get wasted guilt free. hey, its not you who's driving.

i do love my house, in all of its over sized grandeur, air filtration, overhead fans, and above all, my friends. but i need paris. i need her boulevards et jardins. i need la seine et la tour et l'arc.

im not sure where i should be, but i know i have to keep moving.


listening to nuttea "elle te rend dingue"