jeff goldblum

thibault and i are no more. the shortest relationship of my life (two days)! yes. i feel like i'm making up for all the middle school action i never got. the russian from saturday's party texted me immediately after asking if we could go on a date today. how adorable. the first time anyone's properly asked me on a date since andrew.
but today i felt like shit and couldnt bring myself to get out of bed. just slept like a baby until 5:30, with the help of benadryl of course. its not good to miss full days of classes, i know, but maybe i'll go to the doctor and get a note. probably wont. because i'm too lazy to do anything right. i think my medicine isnt working.
i already need a vacation. its just such a nusiance to get out of bed. if class could come to me, i'd be all about it. i love learning. just on my own time. which is whenever i stop hacking up my lungs. i think its all the pollution over here. i mean theres not many fumes to breathe in mississippi, aside from the ones you want. i wish everything/everyone would just leave me alone. i thought being in another country would help me hide.

but where ever you go, there you are.